Updates

so after talking to jessica i realized i handt given this blog any attention. as i sit here in my room at 10 40 i am just winding down and letting my brain go into relax mode for once. the past couple of months have been quite hectic. i have taken on so much more responsibility at work and am taking a class. i want to get alot of leadership experience and get the most out of my ten months and work myself to the bone to get ready for the world after city year. this has been the longest few weeks of my life and they are certainly going to get worse with 100 hours of power coming up where we serve for 100 hours straight, to our spring break camp which i signed on to help direct, to my saturdays doing city heroes with our high schoolers. i dont know what i was thinking. i just want to grow and mature and actually learn how to time manage. you would think i had learned this in high school and in college but it never really plays out until after that and then you realize you learned nothing at all.

i also realized how much i missed my family. while aisha lives here in the city i rarely see her becasue she works so much and i work alot too. matt just signed his life away for the next four years and everyone else is off in their respective places living their lives. but thats what happens with such a large family. they all spread out. with so any changes going on, with me getting a new roomate soon and figuring out my next year i have alot on my plate but im looking forward to see what is out there. im not afraid anymore. im actually getting excited to see what is in store. my next goal is on a much smaller scale. goal number one that i am hoping to get done: get batteries to look at my pictures from nye! haha